well i guess that is wat ayra wud say if she can already talk.. her body language said it all. the way she turns toward me. the way she cries when she sees me. the way she almost jumps towards me when m about to pick her up..
if possible ayra wants me to carry her all the time and i cant sit down.. she wont let me hehehe.. it is flattering being wanted like tat. to think tat i've asked ajoy when i was pregnant, what if my baby dont love me.. hihihihi.. yup i questioned tat once upon a time.. i was so scared if my own child dont love me as much as i love her.. pffttttt.. bodo kan soalan tu.. well maybe i can ask tis again in say 15 - 20 yrs time?
however, sometimes it IS very tiring and frustrating when she doesnt even want ajoy. she wants me for everything - feeding (of course la kan), sleeping, comforting, bathing, semua la.. if i hv a maid to help me to all the stuff to do at home takpe la kan.. tu pun nasib ajoy helped me a lot..
when ajoy is with ayra, i hv to sorok and sneak around her so tat she wont spot me.. it will be like a fun game btwn ajoy n me to ensure ayra wont see me hahaha.. coz if she does habis la.. nangis kuat giler.. padahal b4 tat elok je main ngan ajoy..
and sometimes, i do wish i can transfer my boobs to ajoy so tat he can take over the feeding hahahaha!
oh well, i might as well enjoy tis clingy phase kan.. it will be over before i know it.. nnti bila da besar, i cant even kiss her in public pun.. hahaha..
ok my princess da bangun tido!
bye!!
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bye!!
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