so yeah.. went to jazzercise yesterday!!! wuhoooo!!! fuh, after sooo longggg...
oh i do miss the times when i could go to jazzercise 4-5 times a week.. but times hv changed. not that i am complaining. jgn salah faham k.
seeing my baby's face lit up the moment she saw me when i got home is PRICELESS. same goes to when ajoy fetched me from the studio.. the moment ayra saw my face as i opened the car door, her face really lit up like i am.. ermm i dont know how to really explain it.. like i mean the world to her kut.. wow seriously nothing beats that. NOTHING.
anyways back to my topic, my goal is to get my stamina back. get back on track on healthier lifestyle for the sake of my family. hence healthier body and hopefully a leaner and a lil lighter body.. with ayra growing by the minute, i need my stamina to keep up with her, to be able to carry her around, and of course i need good health to take good care of her jugak tul tak..
to be skinny i think is impossible at this moment.. my body takes more time to do that now. am going to be forty soon (ok not that soon la but its coming pretty soon kan).. having said tat, metabolism already bid me farewell ages ago. like ten years ago kut.. so maybe in the process i could try losing just an inch or two je kut.. and a kilo or two.. if i could lose more alhamdulillah sangat2 but tat would be a miracle.. and wishful thinking..
exercise pun 2x seminggu nk lose weight?!? ppffttttt.. sgt wishful thinking kan.. sbb tu my focus will be on being healthier. this of course is accompanied by healthier food if i can. kihkihkih.. bukan diet tau.. coz my diet starts next year (i kept saying diet starts tomorrow, might as well say next year..)
so anyway, jazzercise or zumba? still contemplating which one i wud choose.. i hv to choose only one for now.. kalau ada rezeki nk buat dua2.. hahaha.. semangat betol! but maybe when ayra is a lil bigger bole la kut..
*we are the same age.. tp mcm langit dgn bumi.. she's the langit, m the cacing gemok in the bumi.. wakakakaka..
ok wish me luck!! hihihi..
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