consequent with halfest going on now, my division organized a business matching event for halal entrepreneurs with major hypermarkets and retailers yesterday. since the event was yesterday, means that we have to prepare for the event from 2nd oct, the day before. the event was held at mines, seri kembangan. due to the location and since i hve to be at the venue by 8am on 3rd oct, i decided to stay at the hotel provided by the organizer so that we dont hv to rush early in the morning nk siap n hntr ayra n then ajoy to send me all the way there.
so tis means since 2nd oct in the mrng i've been expressing milk via pump la kan.. then by 12 noon nk kena gerak ke seri kembangan dah. smpi2 bilik tak siap lg, so tpaksa pump kat bilik colleague. diaorg semua nk gi mkn then gi mtg. bygkan tgh pump org asyik tny dah ke belum, dah ke belum, dah ke belummmmm... stress tau tak.. tak tenang langsung.. da la tak mkn lg.. minum pun tak sempat, tak jumpa air.. pastu nk kena rush tuk meeting plak.. haihhh production mmg kurang giler2 dr biasa..
lepas2 tu ok jugak la pumping session yg lain sbb kat bilik sdri.. fortunately ajoy brought ayra to see me mlm tu sbb dpt la ayra direct feed at the end of the day. she slept thru the nite and xnk minum from bottle pun the next morning. whc m not so happy la.. kesian kat ayra lapar.. dia da biasa direct feed mlm n pagi2 sblm hntr ke babysitter kan..
on event day mmg stressful.. pumping session was so rushed.. i hv to pump during break times, lari gi bilik, clean the pumping equip, pump, wash pumping equip, etc. i hv to cut short the time, buat utk relief engorgement and mana yg mampu.. tension je bila tgh kemas2 project mgr call tny da ke belum, event nk start balik.. sabar la kan.. pastu bila da check out bilik lg ler, guna bilik VIP holding room, bilik tu bleh kunci. tp tgh2 pump tu tiba2 ada org try nk bukak pintu! adoi... terus jd gelabah giler.. anyways, yg organize event ni, dah tau m breastfeeding n i hv to pump, knp include me in the team. kata tak kisah i hv to excuse myself a few times to pump.. kalau tau canie might as well i excluded myself awal2..
sudahnyer, my right breast was engorged. pump 4 session pun tak surut jugak.. time tu da tak sbr sgt nk jumpa ayra for her to relief the engorgement. kalau tgk gmbr kat bwh ni, my engorgement or i call it ketul2 tu kat semua tempat yg dia tunjuk tu.. alhamdulillah lepas ayra direct feed, belah tepi n bawah da hilang.. tp yg belah atas tu tak hilang2..
puas la buat mcm2.. tuam panas.. tuam sejuk.. sikat area tu wpun rasa sgt bodo while doing it.. tgelak2 sorang2 while i was combing my breast hahahahaha.. then masa ayra feed kat situ urut2 skali tempat engorged tu.. sakit dia Allah n yg pernah rasa saje yg tau kan.. last skali try la apa org selalu ckp..
yes, letak kobis! muka mcm pompuan ni masa letak tu.. rasa ridiculous giler letak kobis kat breast hahahahahahaha! of course takde la letak sebesar alam tu.. kecik jer kobis aina pakai, just enough to cover the engorged area jer.. miraculously menjadi la plak! letak dlm 30mins kut.. pastu check balik da takde da.. yeayyyyyy..
masa tu sbnrnyer da rasa mcm nk demam sgt da.. nasib baik menjadi..
disclaimer ya.. wpun ramai kata nnti susu kering, i'd rather try n tat seketul degil tu surut drpd bengkak n tersumbat tak surut2 smpi kena operate.. like i mentioned above, tuam2 tak menjadi gak kan.. coz takkan la baru letak tat lil piece of kobis on my breast da bleh buat susu kering.. lain la letak cam gmbr atas ni.. n byk kali buat kut..
haih lepas ni bleh tak tak nak keje for any event tat requires me to be there whole day. tak sanggup da kena mcm ni lg skali.. bkn psl engorged jer, also psl pump rushing2 mcm tu.. haish tak suka sungguh!
p/s: yg organize event ni, manager nyer mmg awal2 bg fm kat baby dia dulu.. tak pernah tau how long it takes to pump and what we hv to do b4 n after pumping. assistant dia plak tak kawin lg. n crew2 lain yg keje for the event, start keje da bg anak diaorg fm.. sbb tu ramai tak phm my situation. sedih kan.. :(
