Saturday, 15 June 2013

emo yg teramat! :P

gila la emotional roller coaster of being pregnant ni.. x dpt dgr suara suami mcm x dpt apa jer.. :P


tis weekend ajoy went for a trip to get his diving license at tioman.. the last bbm i received from him told me tat he is about to board the ferry and the ride will take approx 2 hours.. and me being me, and he since he knows me very well already (da 3 thn lebih kut, xkan x kenal lg kan), bila the 2 hours is up, i expected a call from him.. especially kalau naik airplane ke, boat ke.. so when 2 hours was up, i kept waiting.. i figured tak call2 lg sbb bz dgn barang ke apa ke kan.. ok tggu lg.. 

30 minutes passed n am already worried.. but i didnt try calling him, i just waited until he was ready.. then 1 hour passed.. aihhh.. tis is very unlike him.. and of course i was getting super worried!! i called but the call didnt go thru.. lagi la worried mcm nk giler!!! tak lama pastu, i received a call from an unknown number.. it was him, using his friend's no.. rupanyer kat sana takde maxis.. and all of his friends are using maxis kecuali tat 1 friend tu.. and he called me knowing i will be waiting to hear from him.. heheh.. m so glad to hear his voice..

gila la!!! mmg tak leh terima tul.. bengang giler dgn maxis time tu! after tat call mmg hati tak tenang la kan.. all i was thinking about is he will be in and out of the sea, baru nk dpt lesen diving, so lum expert lg, will he be ok? will he be safe?? will he get hurt?? mcm2 la soalan dlm kepala ni.. i went about the day set in my mind tat i will not hear from ajoy until he get to the mainland.. 

kalau gi overseas pun tak canie.. we cud at least sms each other kalau x call pun.. ni langsung no communication.. and he's just in tioman.. mmg tak leh terima.. hihihi..

then when i reached home, i still bbm him tat i've reached home.. hoping tat mana tau tiba2 ada line, he will at least know i reached home safely hehe.. pastu bila smpi rumah mmg takde selera nk mkn.. duk fikir psl dia je kan.. i tried to bz myself by doing some chores ard the house.. then bila masuk bilik nmpk ada notification bbm.. masa tu x terfikir langsung it was ajoy.. pastu bila nmpk dia yg bbm mata da bergenang da.. 

he asked me to use wifi on my bb.. nk try bb voice chat.. sbb kat sana wifi ok.. and when he called using bb voice chat tu, i cried mcm la tak dgr suara dia seminggu!! hahahahaha!! i was just soooo glad to hear his voice.. dia baru ckp "hello sayang" je masa tu tp da nangis mcm air terjun da.. kihkihkih.. 

we managed to speak about 7 mins.. tat was the best 7 mins in my life masa tu.. hehehe.. hearing suara suami mmg takde tandingan dgn anything else buat masa ni.. (mesti tukar opinion ni bila baby A kuar nnti kan hehehehe)

yg tak bestnyer time ajoy takde ni, time ni tiba2 sakit yg tak pernah sakit bila dia ada.. mula2 perut rasa mcm kena tusuk dgn sword.. sakit smpi i shouted.. whc is unlike me.. then pagi2 masa nk bgn pagi, tiba2 kaki kanan cramp yg sakit gilerrrrrrrrrrr.. tak pernah sakit mcm tu sblm ni.. da la jarang cramp.. bleh plak nk cramp time laki aku takde kan.. the effect of the cramp actually smpi skrg tak ilang2 lg.. jalan terjengket2 sbb kaki tak leh lurus.. hopefully esok my leg gets better.. dgn tgn sakit, kaki sakit, mcm2 tak leh buat hehe.. kena rehat je la..